On the 21st the judge gave a favourable ruling for home care, which means that I actually have it. Now I can demand the things that aren't coming, like a new bed, supplies and medicines. The nurse who was giving me a hard time hurt my back moving me wrong because she didn't listen to me, she left the next day and has been badmouthing my family, which we expected. A half relative took the place of an afternoon nurse. Even with all the care I need, my state of apathy persists and every now and then I feel melancholy, but I have returned to reading and praying.