I noticed that the guestbook isn't working, I left some people without a reply, I hope they weren't offended. A psychologist agreed to see me for free, she said she would send me the schedule by email, but I still haven't heard back. I have so many buried problems that I'm sure she won't see me for free for very long.

I don't like to talk much about women, it makes it seem like my problems boil down to that, but here goes. I got into an online relationship, and the problem with that? The problem is that I don't feel worthy, I feel like I'm deceiving her. I told a friend that I'm not deceiving her because I like her, but I feel bad knowing that I can't give her the things I say I will. I'm so drowning in lust that I don't feel worthy of God. That doesn't help at all. When I turn off the computer, reality hits me. My friend said the reality is that I have a girlfriend and she likes me and I should be happy, and I am happy, but I always end up pulling away.

The footrests on my wheelchair are terrible. I have three months to make adjustments, a month has already passed and no one has scheduled to fix it. I can see the three months passing and the footrests staying that way. And they still haven't taken my wheelchair to put in the new battery. What title should I put on this post? I don't know.