The second session was entirely about sex. At the end, I mentioned my lack of desire to do the things I used to enjoy, and the psychologist suggested I see a psychiatrist. We will see if that is really necessary as the therapy progresses. I wonder if I go to a psychiatrist and am prescribed medication, will I take it without any problems, even though I am very reluctant to take medication? What do I have to lose?

The following sessions will be in the morning, an incentive to go back to sleeping early. I would like to have more things to write about, but the life of people like me is like that, it passes slowly and without many events.

I took a banana vitamin with a raw egg, thinking it would change the taste, but it was exactly the same, only the smell of egg remained, and my friend said that if I strain it, it won't be there, so I'll try that next time. I realised that when I'm not talking, I feel lonely, which is a strange feeling as I didn't feel that way before. Is it the result of so much time in isolation? I feel like I have nothing else to do, but there are many things.